The grudge lyrics

• Copyright: Olivia Rodrigo, Dan Nigro, Julia Michaels

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  I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
  One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
  Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers
  You took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
  And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
  But I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it
  My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
  And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough

  And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
  How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
  And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
  But you know I can't let it go
  I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
  It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

  The arguments that I have won against you in my head
  In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed
  Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
  And I fantasize about a time you're a little fucking sorry
  And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
  You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
  And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
  And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal

  And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
  How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
  And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
  But you know I can't let it go
  I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
  It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

  Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?
  Ooh, your flower's filled with vitriol
  You built me up to watch me fall
  You have everything and you still want more

  I try to be tough, I try to be mean
  But even after all this, you're still everything to me
  And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine
  But you know I can't let it go
  I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
  It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
  It takes strength to forgive, but

• Who is the author of the song The grudge?
  The song The grudge was written by Olivia Rodrigo, Dan Nigro, Julia Michaels.

• Who sings the song The grudge?
  The song The grudge is performed by Olivia Rodrigo.