F64 lyrics

• Yo Jam, this is a letter to you It’s been a while, but it’s been hard for me to get in the booth And since we last spoke, I’ve become a father of two
  Trying to live life with a smile but that’s been harder to do
  ‘Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
  But these tears won’t let me talk about you
  We should’ve known that we’d be lost without you
  Therapy sessions, digging deep in depression
  I got a life full of blessings, but this just breaks my F*cking heart
  At your birthday, couldn’t even crack a smile
  I just cried and left the party, Neesh, I’ll see you in a while
  Headed to the mural, got some jerk wings and plantain
  ‘Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it

  I never knew you touched the stuff, ‘cause you’d always bad me up
  You saw me more than drunk, you always hated what it does
  Before Lyra I just stopped, I haven’t even wanted one
  I can’t get over, this is F*cked, man I wished I’d known
  And yo, we cried for nine nights in your family home
  Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
  You know it hits me most at moments, now when I’m alone
  Every morning, I remember that you’re really gone

  ‘Cause it’s been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
  You know for life, got your sis and mother
  And day and night, it still hits that you’re gone
  And right now, I’m spilling tears in my cup
  You left the world before you met Jupiter
  Wish you’d have known, you would be godfather
  You would’ve loved loving my little girls
  If not for them, I’d be done with the world
  Was there two hours after you passed
  Speeding east to west, silent in the back of the car
  Was at your mum’s, there all week, trying to make sense but I can’t

  And although it’s been a year, still feel the pain in my heart
  ‘Cause you were there from the start
  The day we met, yeah I moved in and we were never apart
  People assumed that we were lovers but we’re brothers in arms
  Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance, my god
  Ah

  F*ck sake, lately I’ve been crying so much, my lungs ache
  Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
  And I know to heal a heart, it must break
  But I’m done praying
  They gave me a shovel at your burial and
  Watching you get lowered is something I can’t forget at all
  And people find and stop me in the street and say it’s terrible
  But they don’t know you like I knew you and they never will
  No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rapping
  No one saw the belly laugh, and every train to somewhere random
  No one saw the holidays, and then our first experience clubbing
  No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
  No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
  No one knew about the way you felt the scene, left you abandoned
  No one knew about your fears ‘cause you would hide them with a smile
  No one knew when people took an inch, you would give 'em a mile
  ‘Cause that was always Jamal, SB to the crowd
  They used to shout your net worth, but they don’t mention it now
  They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
  A golden heart that’s still remembered is worth more than a crown
  I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
  Mummy, Isaac, the gang, but I just wish that you’d seen it
  I can’t accept that you’re gone, or the grief that I’m feeling
  I prayed to God for answers but he still won’t give me a reason
  I think about you every day, nothing will take this pain away
  I’ll keep your legacy amazing, mate
  The conversations at your grave’s the only way to be close
  I know you’ll greet me with a smile on the day that I go

  ‘Cause it’s been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
  And for life, got your sis and mother
  You know I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
  My brother was SBTV

• Who is the author of the song F64?
  The song F64 was written by Ed Sheeran.

• Who sings the song F64?
  The song F64 is performed by Ed Sheeran.