Diary (Anxiety) lyrics

• Copyright: AKA

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  Kudala ngiku-
  Kudala ngikulindiwe
  Kudala ngikulindiwe
  Kudala ngikulindiwe sithandwa sam'
  Sundishiya ndingodwa
  Kudala ngikulindiwe sithandwa sam'

  My moments of clarity are far and few between, dear diary, anxiety goes
  I can't open up to anybody, they don't know how loud the silence is, reality
  Dear diary, I'm losing my religion, my batteries
  Dear diary, I'm getting real close
  That's why I'm talking to you and nobody else, dear diary
  (Kudala ngikulindiwe)
  (Kudala ngiku-)
  Lights are on but nobody's home
  (Sundishiya ndingodwa)
  (Kudala ngiku)

  Okay, I cannot live here, I cannot sit still
  I cannot rebuild, promises unfulfilled here
  I don't want to die 'cause if I go silent, who gon' feed all my children?
  Nothing feels real no more
  How do I fill this hole in my spirit?
  I cannot hear clichés no more
  Living my low life
  What did you score me?
  I was on top of your pyramid, that's when the pastor told me
  He cannot program consequences, decisions
  I be like "I'm a good Christian"
  Get big guap at the robots
  Slide down, electric windows
  Everyday I walk in your path
  How you gon' take two weeks of the best days of my life, that's stealing, shee
  Test my faith then test my [?]
  Personal? That's business
  I cannot hide in my crib forever
  Tried to tie my hands behind my back so I can't feed familia
  I'm gon' do when the pool is greener
  Tighten my button and mean mug
  This side it's the right time to clean up
  Mamacita, since you left me? All of this cash is petty
  How can I wear my Rolex and my Giuseppe?
  How can I flex so empty?
  Do you love or regret me?
  Kudhala

  My moments of clarity are far and few between, dear diary, anxiety goes
  I can't open up to anybody, they don't know how loud the silence is, reality
  Dear diary, I'm losing my religion, my batteries
  Dear diary, I'm getting real close
  That's why I'm talking to you and nobody else, dear diary
  (Kudala ngikulindiwe)
  (Kudala ngiku-)
  Lights are on but nobody's home
  (Sundishiya ndingodwa)
  (Kudala ngiku)

  Okay, I cannot feel no pain
  Nothing come close to the way I feel when I go back in my memory bank and I see that frame
  That shit burned my brain forever
  That's where my whole life changed in the space of 30 seconds
  Signed the papers
  Character assassination
  I cannot put my wife to shame, I pray she rests in perfection
  Okay, I get it
  Need someone to blame, you sent flames in my direction
  But there's no time machine to rewind us backwards
  She's gone
  We in the present
  I gave her everything that I had
  How you gon' cap and not even make one phone call to my momma, my dad, after we put the sand in the casket?
  That shit is wack, passive aggressive
  Never mind Bheki Cele, he wasn't even on the program
  I wrote a speech then took my seat and opened that thing, my name was nowhere, imagine
  It's okay, I still got that thing wrapped up in plastic
  Classic
  One day

  My moments of clarity are far and few between, dear diary, anxiety goes
  I can't open up to anybody, they don't know how loud the silence is, reality
  Dear diary, I'm losing my religion, my batteries
  Dear diary, I'm getting real close
  That's why I'm talking to you and nobody else, dear diary
  (Kudala ngikulindiwe)
  (Kudala ngikulindiwe)
  Lights are on but nobody's home
  (Sundishiya ndingodwa)
  (Kudala ngiku)

• Who is the author of the song Diary (Anxiety)?
  The song Diary (Anxiety) was written by AKA.

• Who sings the song Diary (Anxiety)?
  The song Diary (Anxiety) is performed by AKA.